I know I said I hated Mondays...well now i hate Wednesdays also...For no particular reason except I don't feel like working..Not at all...
And the worse part it, since i'm slacking today, I might have to stay back on maybe Thursday or Friday to complete whatever that i have put off today...well coming to think of it, whatever that i had put off since Monday. And that's crazy coz i have put off loads and loads of stuff and me being someone who sits and does a checklist of everything that needs to be done for the day, most of the items are still red and looking at it is making me sick and i still need to add in new items as the days go along. Damn i so hate wednesdays.
I'm in such a crappy mood....i feel happy that the time is going quite fast and i could choose to go back at 5.30pm but still a nagging thought in my head is telling me, you are going to be in trouble tomorrow. I hate it when the devil and the angel inside me fight. I want the devil to win...can't the angel just shut up for a while.
Coming to think of it, the mind does funny things to you doesn't it? i was listening to a tape a few days ago and he was talking about mind. You know mind is the one that tells you let's make a resolution this new year to start dieting. Then the next day you wake up, go to the fridge and see a slice of yummy cheesecake. Then the mind tell you, well, we'll just have a tiny piece...so you cut a sliver from the slice and once that dissapears...then the mind goes again...well maybe just another small piece...this goes on until the whole slice dissapears after u have cut out a million small pieces...once you are done, the mind goes,well, i thought you are supposed to be dieting...do you know what all those fat is going to do to your body...
Coming to think about it..that very thing is telling me to write this article...creepy...i wonder what's going on up there in my head...
Anyway back to me...i did something productive today to say at least...i downloaded skype a few days ago and they have these avatars as well just like yahoo so i spent my time cloning a monster version of myself...it's called klonie...thats what they call it in skype...
There....
Taa dah...
Nice right? And i came across this picture in friendster...very the cun!
I also want eyes like that...*goes to a corner and sulks*
And by the way, why is it that when people return from a short vacation to europe or have been promoted, they suddenly have fake accents? These kind of people make me sick and there's one right now walking to and fro the office on the phone talking with that fake accent...hello, you malaysian made la...stop mengada-ing...you accent is not going to make us look at you in awe and wonder...i hate accents..each and every one of it..especially fake ones...they make me sick...oh i already said that earlier didn't i?:-)
This is just too much for me...i am having a bad sore throat and i can't stop sneezing...and everytime i sneeze, the throat hurts like hell...my body feels slightly feverish and i have lost all interest to work.
I want to go home but the thought of facing the moody irritating landlady (who has been moody for the past few days) at home..nah not home...just a place i stay in for now is making me feel even sickly...
Too much to handle la for one person...Kenot tahan ready...
